recently met my ex senior gary after his duty... aniwae... he is now a police officer cadet... yeah... 7 years in ncc then now in police... well.. who ask him suay suay kena posted to police officer cadet course... well, we chatted bout how life is like in JC... told me that i should strive for a good jc... esp one with gd teachers and gd classmates... ahhh... SA SA SA SA... study study study study...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

ahhhh!!

finish reading today... damn sad ok... its like... oh man... i actually felt like crying ok??? max allan collins is a wonderful writer... my next target: band of brothers... wait till i get the time to go toa payoh to borrow it... now reading minority report... saw the show sometime back, hope the book wouldnt dissapoint me...

ever read a war story till u smelt the gunpowder? or read a medical fiction tale that u felt someone operating on you... the power of concentration is not to be underestimated... with determination and concentration, everything can be done... that includes scoring A1s... da jia jia you... the end of the rainbow is not far away...

Mrs seah so different these few days... such gd mood its scary... buy lollipop for us summore... ahaha... to annette: ~confirm le lah... lols...~

same old brand new day... today, tmr and many days to come... study study study... im gonna top the class for chem test tmr... lols... daowei; the bet is still on... i want mc spicy double meal upsize.....

hmm... this year like lotsa sad stuff happening... so many sad events, so many breakups, so many tragedies... the fragility of life, soul, love and friendship... ppl always rmb to think b4 u act, dun act b4 u think....

too all the sad souls out there: u are not gonna change a thing by being sad, but u can change ur life if u cheer up... life's short, dun shorten it animore...



Tough Times Dont Last Tough Man Does

after sch went HQ NCC to draw my no.1 ceremonial dres... YAY!! came home zi lian like siao ok???? the pics are below...

so aniwae after take no.1 le came back sch and bitched around wth steph, jac, ade, pris, cin, xt, kris (or sth), lalu and joycelyn(spelling error i think, im bad with names)... ahah... realli talk alot... den ki siao-ed in mac sing all the stupid cartoon song... haha... childhood cartoons ok? dun laugh... whole day realli damn fun...

kk... see the pics le dun laugh... but realli went crazy in my no.1... ahhh... nv wear badges, nv wear rank, only got my lanjiao lanyard... but aniwae... lols... not nice dun complain ok? i noe some realli look like shit, but gonna post aniwae...


acting commando with my beret...


eyes like wanna slp like that... lols...


"parade is formed up, ready for inspection, sir!'


stomach in chest out!!!


peak cap damn chio....


wait till i wear my badges, den my no.1 will be blardy heavy... lols...

which one nicer? peak cap or beret??? lols... got alot more i paiseh to post... but these are some of the best le... lols... i lurve my no.1....

yay!! finish my DNT le.. haha... only can work in the night lah, if not no inspiration... lols... next time night time wake up than do...

surprisingly not tired... must be cos of my 3 hour afternoon nap just now (or rather ysd)

nvtl, gonna slp le... if i can - that it..... nitex all... happi monday....

morning event was shiat... damn boring k... end up all go eat at hawker... den met Tan chee siong there ok??? all chua sai... but he din reprimand us leh... hmm... *ponders* after that go back AMKCC, then watch a bit of BB and tug of war (we thrashed YCKSS like shiat) den went to play BB at the blk 134 bb court... dun play play ok? i top scorer... score like dozens loh... haha... my lucky day...

went home at bout 11... at my door step saw 2 extra pair of shoe... was surprised..., cos my house like how many years no visitior le... cos we normally dun have visitors de... like once in 5 blue moons... went in then my mama say is her sec sch class mate... like WTH... lols... her best friend summore... lols... after a while they left le... and so the day goes on... nth much le lah...

gonna do my DNT later... prove siva that i am efficient... lols... potential designer in action...

once again, happy 47th birthday to my mum (oops, did i just blurt out her age??)

i think my dad sux....

happi birthday to my mum!!!

diediediediediedie

just recieve info bout spec. course(for sec threes).... die le lah... competition is BALRDY tough... they are going with all the best schs in central district... all the creme de la creme... die le lah... confrim cannot win award le... haizz.... still thot can have another OOC this year... haiz.....

diediediediediedie

how long how long will i slide, seperate my side.....


nothing much happened today, just that i played taboo whole day in sch after sch... damn fun...

came home, eat, nv study at all... hmm... study tmr bah... ahhh... damn blardy tired le... nites all... candy dreams...


tough times don't last, tough man does.....

sup world...

yeas, cut my hair ysd... changed my hairstyle too... actually wanted to go far east cut, den too late le... came back that time, the better of the few salons close le... only left with the barber whom i patronize since i was a baby till few months ago.... budden todae got photo taking mah, so die die have to cut, if not look like shiat... so aniwae, went in to cut it, den the auntie style for me till damn nice... den i go home shower... den realise... die, i dunno how to style it... ahaha... so this morning anihow do... aniwae, thx to all who gave me comments... some say its better, some say its not as nice... but who gives? i do what i like, and im happi with my hair, dats all that matters eh?? (p.s, dun look down on housing estate barbers; they are cheaper and just as good)

mock exam over le... hope can pass... lols... and theres gonna be this stupid community event that have to attend on sunday... crapo... time flies, there goes another week... study hard!!! 39 days to o level chinese...

hmm... now listening to stairway to heaven... hmm... a little bit spooky... especially with me alone here... pitch dark everywhere else... but i like the spook... lols... im crazy...

reminds me of that nite at chalet... stairway to heaven backwards... guys, u might not believe, but its real... listen to it backwards and see what u get... and u will never believe it till u hear for urself...

tmr is mock exam... ahh... must aim for a pass... lols... i can do it... (im just comforting myself)....

hmm... think metal gear solid 3 rawks... can wait to get my paws on it... but b4 it... i need $$$ lols... ahh... wait for the PC version to come out...

hmm... was at my cousins blog... realli bth those ppl who insult at tagboards and dun dare admit who they are... ultimate hum... feel free to go see... (u must click on the 'isolate' thingy... different alphabets lead u to different places...)

my cousin's blog

and the thing he/she say was like ultimate childish... think the person should be sec one bah... hmm... and i found out that these type of ppl are everywhere... so i thought of a real good name for them... lets just call them tagboard losers... haha... abbv: TBL.... haha... kk... TBL sounds good... and i realised that i never had any TBLs on my taggy since... (not that i remember...)

to my cousin angela if ur reading this: live ur own life... dont have to be affected by these TBLs... lols...


argh... today in chem lab... den sorta dealed with alot of chemicals... den after lab period my hands were itching like crap... damn... and i bet its the ammonia... cos dat like the only thing dat landed on my skin... hmm... next time must wear gloves do experiment...


Earn what you Deserve, Deserve what you Earn.....

16th july: release of harry potter and the half-blood prince!!! omg... 6th book le... and the series rawks... so whens the next movie coming??? prisoner of azkaban sucked... hope the 4th movie would be nice....

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

Otherside

How long how long will i slide
Separate my side, i dont
I dont believe its bad
Slit my throat
Its all i ever

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I've got to take it on the otherside

Centuries are what it meant to me
A cemetery where I marry the sea
Stranger things could never change my mind
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtray's full and I'm spillin' my guts
She wants to know am I still a slut
I've got to take it on the otherside

Scarlet starlet and she's in my bed
A candidate for my soul mate bled
Push the trigger and pull the thread
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

Turn me on take me for a hard ride
Burn me out leave me on the otherside
I yell and tell it that
It's not my friend
I tear it down I tear it down
And then it's born again

How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

How long I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

by RHCP

had training today... so crap... promotion parade... made some decisions... dont know whether i am wrong or right... every decision has a dark side to it... but sometimes u are just being forced to make those decisions...

making decision suck... especially when u know that the consequences of ur decisions are far more than superficial... im realli sick of these shit... i just wana R.O.D asap... but isnt it wrong?; to throw all the problems i am facing to the next batch and let the problem accumalate like a snowball? i do not know anymore... i am not as clear headed as i used to be...

every decision has consequences... the more major a decision, the greater the repercussion, be it positive or negative... people just dont realise the responsibilities of their decisions, and when they do, the consequences become too great to handle...

Chinese prelims is 6 days away and i realised it today... how did i land myself in this mess... im wrecking my own academic life... chinese and DNT and a-maths... can i still dig my way out of this mess... i realli want so much to get into SAJC... but the more stories i hear, the more daunting the path seems and the more unachievable my target is getting... i want to do well, but im not putting myself on the right path to achieve wat i want to achieve... the more go, the further i am from the right track... its just like a split path, leading into different direstions...

Time to push out all the other unecessary stuff... study study study...(if im diciplined enough)

some wise man once said: 'it is never to late to make a right decision'
i beg to differ...

today was talent time!!! ahaha... second round change to finals... so today was the finals... and my groups go 2nd...!!! haha... sang by mcfly... nice song spoiled by me... haha... but 2nd aniwae... lols... 15 dollar popular voucher... and have to share among 5 peeps... haha... lmfao.... means i get 3 bucks... haha... what should i buy... eraser??? haha...

hmm... tmr napfa test... took SBJ and situps last week le... means tmr have to do puul up... argh... die le lah... fail le lahx... hmm... must tell myslef that i can do it!!! lols... wish me luck....

Todae another same old day... exams coming nearer... how... never have i been so stressed by exams.. haizz... o level chi how...??? todae handed in my chi test by writing only the name and nothing else... spend the whole time sleeping... not that i slept accidentally, but that i din study the stupid tian xie han zi... so what for attempt at sth which will produce no results? hmm.. i need mpore motivation to study... must block out all the other stuff now...

shouldnt have joind talent time, shouldnt have been the emcee... i need more time!!!! i need 48 hours a day!!! argh... school sux..


i wanna r.o.d

sorry... haven been updating... so sat was amksian family day... basically just had alot of fun... only regret is not going kayaking with air peeps... hmm...

this reconstruction and re roofing works going on... so the contractors just removed the roof and as i live on the top floor (which is like 4th floor), the house gets burning hot on hot days... unbearable heat i tell u... nono... dun misunderstand... they din remove the WHOLE roof, they removed the top protective layer that is supposed to be like water and heat proof... so my ceiling is still there... hmm... and i bet my house will leak on thunderstorm days... already got like cracks on part of my ceiling le... die le lahx.. dunno when then they gonna put back that layer...

argh... need to cool down... literally... shall go hide in air con rm... ciao...

ahaha... new skin... cool??? the movie's gonna rawk... haha... my blogskin rawks too... haha...

and my wishlist... ahaha....can only think about this so far... haha...im the only guy i know who has a wishlist on his blog... bah... im half gurl aniwae.... u peeps dun just read ok? take action... haha...

sch is boring... eng mock test, emaths test... hmm... tmr gonna have training... one of my last le... hmm....

simply lurve my blog.. ahah... can i give it a kiss??? lols... once again, i AM single...

alrite alrite... rumours getting out of hand le... i must clarify that: I AM SINGLE!!!

crapo... i am not goinjg steady with vivien, not sheryl, not angelia, not priscilla, not sharon, not joyce... ahaha... crapo... i am single!!! s-i-n-g-l-e SINGLE!!!!

kk... shall blog later tonite...

ahha... shall blog bout CUGC...

day one:
recieve my section 8 nominal roll... abit dissappointed cos wasnt my expected dream team... haha... but aniwae started with the usual icebreaking and crap... section 7 (yongkai's section) and section 8 form buddy team... lols... afterdat jiu dinner and first aid lesson... cadets all not paying attention... haha... ncos nth to do so go nightwalk with yk... one round nia... comeback video call with michelle lee... although she is like few metres away nia... haha... damn fun... phone pass around so many ppl dat i can hardly keep track of my phone... den abit of free time...section 7 and 8 decided on the group name of 'spongebob squarepants'... lols... lmao... 7 was spongebob and 8 was squarepants... haha... not much after that... bunk inspection and the usual shit... tekan ppl until one had to book out cos sick... haha... he was bunk i/c summore... sad sia... lights off...

day two:
i wouldnt call it day cos events started damn early... aniwae, din slp a wink cos too much fun... haha... 4 o clock jiu started preparing for the fire drill... haha... cadets supposed to locate their section leader who has been 'trapped' in the fire... haha... and that means solo night for me... haha... damn shiok cos i purposely choose the most challenging de... outside bio lab... alone sia... at first abit scared but after that found it realli damn fun... haha... heard some noises jiu zhi dao cadets kena woken up le... immeadiately go lie down act dead with my ranger hat over my face... haha... slipped in and out of slp while waiting... haha... in the end took like 8 or 9 boys to rescue me down to parade square... throughout i just hadto lie down... shiokie.. the whole fire drill damn fun with all the MIA ppl... haha... and my section ppl oso damn cock... dun wan say lerx... realli damn paiseh... after that PT for the cadet... i do sit up until fall alp on the parade square... haha... thiam wei had to wake me up... breakfast and crap... after that had telematch and water war... tug of war damn fun... spongebob squarepants were the overall champ... after that hada disgusting water war but fun aniwae... poor guan hao cleaned the aftermath(he wanted to)... den had this dinner hunt which was supposed to be held at amk west garden... in the end become in sch... but cadets legs all tied up.... lol... finish le jiu campfire prep den dinner. after dinnr was campfire(or cugc night)... held in the hall with a can-fire... lols... kena sao do pole dance... damn xiasuay... anihow move abit den suan le... yee yew damn poor thing kena sabo by me do pole dance oso... damn sexy k??? can fire over le... dats where the real fun starts... called out ZULU coy...(signifying the best of the best)... all the outstanding ppl... damn sad couldnt go for the interview... haiz... if not i could have saved cindy's monstrous reputation cos i would have been worst... haha...

day three:
same old stuff out processing and tekan ZULU coy... haha... im turning sadistic... aniwae section 8 platoon best was wei ling, section 7's was shu wei... and the OOC(overall outstanding cadet) from section 8 too... joanne ho... haha... outstanding man... potential leader... lols... i seem to always have fate with OOCs in my platoon... lets see:

cugc 2003: OOC was geraldine, my section de...
cugc 2004: OOC was joyce... not exactly my section but related lahx
spec course 2004: OOC was me... no explanation needed
SSC 2004: OOC was this ahmad ibrahim guy... my platoon oso...
cugc 2005: OOC joanne from my section... so proud of her...

haha... next, CLT course distinguished honour graduand(thier version of OOC) to be from my syndicate?? or maybe me... or i might not even go... haha....

so aniway camp over le go home be pig... todae go sch same old crap... talk alot bout camp.. ahaha... got new sadistic plans for june... rmb: uniformed grps are ONE BIG FAMILY!!!!

ok... i screwed up talent time... but we got into the second round aniwae...

going for camp again tmr... CUGC... sunday wanna go affirmation... lols... so wun be bloggin till like mon??? pls dun let my tagboard rot... thanks...

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